MIND YOU, NOT A FREE SPOILER BLOG
If you haven't noticed, I'm a huge fan of: Glee, Darren, Chris (and their ship), Klaine, music, Disney, Starkid and Harry Potter (I also ADORE Friends, HIMYM and MUSICALS)
redvine(s) reading, cause what the hell can't they do?
Also, thanks to J.K.Rowling for changing my life since childhood and making me who I am today. And the same goes to Darren Criss, who taught me that life exists to be actually lived, to be yourself, proud of who you are and that we're all beautiful, no matter what and we should do whatever we can to help people.
If you’re going through my blog to have a laugh, confirm how weird I am, listen to my covers or see what I like and consider following me or not, go ahead, but I would really appreciate if you read this.
If you don’t care so much about it, just skip to the last part.
Even if you’re a follower or not, I want you all to know that I am always. Here. For all of you. I am serious.
I know how bad you can feel sometimes, especially the cool, amazing and different people that seem to fill Tumblr, because stuff can be more difficult for those, cause we don’t even try (not that I’m cool or amazing, but I am different from the rest and don’t always like the same stuff) to fit in and it just doesn’t matter so much all of the time, but there will be moments when it hits and you can actually feel lonely.
You are not alone. I know it sucks and it hurts and you feel a fucking void in your chest and it’s horrible but when I joined Tumblr in the beginning of 2011 I did it for Glee, Starkid and Harry Potter.
But after a while I noticed how unbelievably awesome, hilarious, nice, honest and selfless everyone was here. And if someone was conceited cause, there are people that are but that doesn’t make them bad people or anything, they still helped others.
And when I feel bad, I like to be heard and comforted and that’s mainly why I’m so much on Tumblr. To return and give as much as I can. If I ever see a Read More, a post tagged “personal” or something like it, I message the person cause I don’t like feeling alone and ignored and invisible, when all I’m trying to do is feel better.
So what I’m trying to say is that whether you’re sad because your pony just flew away from your garden, you’re hungry and there’s no food, you’re mad because of Pottermore and how you can’t do any potions, you’re just plain bored or you feel lonely, miserable, unhappy, hopeless, weary, anxious, ANY BAD FEELINGS, my ask is always, always, always open. Ok? Whenever I’m in the computer, I’m on tumblr. And unless it’s 7 am already, I am going to stay for as long as you need me to, alright?
You can always count on me, and on LOADS of other people here on Tumblr, don’t worry. But I can only truthfully speak for myself and I tell you that I am always here for all of you, in any circumstance. Even if it’s a creepy compliment, I love people and I would like to help as much as I can, so don’t you be afraid to bother me or to make me mad or to freak me out. None of that will happen. Talk to me.
“You are BEAUTIFUL, even if they don’t see it, it will always be much appreciated by those who do and thank you for it (maybe not yet, but when the right people come along). Don’t resent, don’t change your most valuable, rare qualities just because it’s not reciprocated. That’ll only make you more honest and special.
You were, are and will be loved.”
